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Sometimes, I feel like choking her to death… 

Sometimes I love her more than my own life… 

But why did she do this to me… 

I know that I am not good in expressing what I truly feel… 

But deep in my heart… 

She is like a little sister to me…

Her laugh… 

Her tears… 

Her shyness…

 Her anger...

All had I seen… 

Am I that bad in saying ‘I miss you’…

‘I need you’… 

‘I care for you’…  

But then… 

When I was feeling confused and angry…

A sweet little girl will come and chill my boiling heart… 

Although she is only a year younger than me… 

But…

She was always by my side when I needed someone to talk to… 

A shoulder to cry on… Her smile was like a refreshing drink after a long run… 

Her words are more matured than her true age… 

What should I do… 

Loving someone???

Or being loved??? 

*hyung-nim...winkwink

you know who im talking 'bout, right?

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