FUCK THIS SHIT

WHY CAN'T I GET OVER YOU YET?

WHY DO I KEPT ON COMING BACK, TRYING TO GET YOU BACK?

WHEN YOU CLEARLY TOLD THE WHOLE WORLD YOU DON'T WANT ME ANYMORE

I LEFT YOU NOT BECAUSE I FALL OUT OF LOVE

OH, I ASSURE YOU, I AM VERY MUCH STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU

YOU WERE GROWING DISTANT FROM ME

I WAS AFRAID, AND STILL AM

FOR A WEEK LONG, YOU WERE DIFFERENT, I NOTICED THE CHANGE

AND THEN YOU STARTED TO IGNORE ME

WHEN I SAID WHAT YOU DID IS HURTING ME, YOU SIMPLY BRUSHED ME OFF

ADMITTING YOUR DEEDS, BUT FAR FROM SAYING SORRY

I ONLY ASK FOR A LITTLE ATTENTION

I DON'T CARE FOR GEMS OR DESIGNER PRODUCTS OR EXPENSIVE DATES

JUST, A SIMPLE "Heyyy :)" WILL PRETTY MUCH MAKE MY DAY 

WHEN I SAID WE SHOULD PART WAYS, I WANT YOU TO HOLD ONTO ME

"Please, don't go" THREE WORDS, AND I WOULD'VE STAYED

OKAY, I THOUGHT, MAYBE YOU NEED TIME

I WAITED...

AND WAITED...

AND WAITED...

I FINALLY CHOSE TO CAST MY EGO ASIDE AND BREAK THE SILENCE

I WANT US TO START ANEW...AS FRIENDS

I TRIED SO HARD TO KEEP US TOGETHER, I WANT...US

FOR A WHILE, THESE SILLY IDEAS STARTED TO SEEP INTO MY MIND

SAYING THAT I'M THE ONLY ONE MAKING THE EFFORTS

I TOLD YOU WHAT MY SILLY MIND TOLD ME, AND YOU SAID

"Yup, you're the only one who's trying"

YOU DON'T EVEN CARE ANYMORE, DO YOU?

AND YOU POSTED 'THAT' ON TWITTER

WITH YOUR OWN WORDS, YOU TALKED TO SOMEONE, IN THE PUBLIC

ABOUT HOW YOU DON'T WANT ME ANYMORE

AND YET, A PART OF ME STILL HOPE THAT'S NOT TRUE

FUCK THIS SHIT