Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Giving up

I did.
But one-sided feelings are bringing this friendship to an end that I never wanted to face.
You don't want to face the music.
I tried persuading you.
You backed out.
I lost my reason to stay.
You decided to go your own way.
I had to go mine then.
One thing will always stay mutual.
And that is my love for you.
As you wish, your problems are gone.
Along with me and my presence.

With this,
I'm sorry....


It is seldom easy to do what's right

Am I picking the right end of the road?

Tuesday, March 13, 2012


Somewhat, I'm feeling guilty right now. Have I been the only one who is selfish? Is it wrong for me to keep the distance? Should I forget my egoistic side and give up already? Is it wrong for me to blame you?

On the other hand, I've already given up on this friendship. I'm not sure what should I do after this. A side of me want things to be just like old times. But the other side of me said, you'll just use me up to your benefits more and dump me afterwards. Which on is it? Should I blame you for having a sudden change of attitude? 

To be frank, it is you who left me. Or is it me giving up on you too fast? One-sided feelings are never nice, you know. I want to say more but I'm lost for words right now. Till then.

Bad Boy

GD's hair is weird
but, other than that, the song's good
I somehow imagined this song sang by a friend of mine
I should go and read some more manga
toodles, peeps