Somewhat, I'm feeling guilty right now. Have I been the only one who is selfish? Is it wrong for me to keep the distance? Should I forget my egoistic side and give up already? Is it wrong for me to blame you?
On the other hand, I've already given up on this friendship. I'm not sure what should I do after this. A side of me want things to be just like old times. But the other side of me said, you'll just use me up to your benefits more and dump me afterwards. Which on is it? Should I blame you for having a sudden change of attitude?
To be frank, it is you who left me. Or is it me giving up on you too fast? One-sided feelings are never nice, you know. I want to say more but I'm lost for words right now. Till then.