Friday, November 26, 2010

dream come true

finally, my dream of having an mp3 came true...
my parents bought it for me yesterday
it's actually a present for my excellent performance in final year exam
I don't mean to brag
I feel rather proud and happy for myself
I smiled from ear to ear when I got the mp3 yesterday

check out my new mp3!!!
isn't it a beauty~
what made me happier is that my parents also bought a headphone for me...
they said they bought me a headphone bcoz they don't like earphone
don't ask me why..
me my self is still thinking 'bout that issue
the headphone is rather reasonable, RM28
I don't need the expensive headphones
I just need something I can use

a pic of me playing around with my new playing mates
oh my, 
don't look at the background
my bedroom is a mess!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010


One two three four!
When your lips touch mine, it tingles tingles
My heart continues to tingle
a~ing, a~ing
So happy
a~ing, a~ing
I'm so sensitive, sensitive
I feel like crying when I can't see you for even a minute
I keep
(cry cry)
missing you
(cry cry)
Sensitive, so sensitive
This love is like an allergy
I used to be so calm
But now I feel tingly and want to cry
You make me go back and forth
You hold me in your hands
Oh, oh, do you think just being cool is enough?
Just being handsome is enough?
I just like you so so much
I'm going crazy crazy
I'm so into, into you
My whole body is electrified right to the bones
Shock shock shock oh~
Oh~ you swallow my heart whole, me, you you you...
Your random jokes bother my heart all night long
I'm curious
a~ing, a~ing
I'm always thinking about it
a~ing, a~ing
Sensitive, so sensitive
This love is like an allergy
I used to be so calm
But now it made me jump
Tingle, dizzy...
Oh, oh, do you think just being cool is enough?
Just being handsome is enough?
I just like you so so much
I'm going crazy crazy
I'm so into, into you
My whole body is electrified right to the bones
Shock shock shock oh~
Oh~ you swallow my heart whole, me, you you you...
 Because of you, I can't move~
My love, you're a man of all men
How, how can you be like that...
Oh, you're so perfect from head to toe
You're the jewel of my life
My life's destiny
For a long long, l-ong time
...just love me, me, me
Me, me, me, me


Monday, November 22, 2010

woot woot

I bid welcome to my Freaky Fairy Frontier of Farah Syamimi
my mood is much much better tonight
had a very good time today...
 got a new cool shirt!!!

at first, my mom wanted to buy it
it doesn't fit her
so, the belladonna becomes mine instead...
I'm absolutely-positively-really-really happy to have it

anyway, I made tonight's dinner
just some simple and easy cucur
I felt really happy about it 
because my family kept on praising my cooking
I totally lurve cooking
cooking cooking
 the making of a masterpiece...
 it's my first time making cucur actually..
but it turned out 89% perfect...
an A!

 frankly, the credit should go to the real chef.. DAD!!!
without his guidance
maybe the kitchen would explode
many thanks, ayah!!!

emo breakdown

Farah Syamimi bt. Mohamed Shuhaimi
is having a emo breakdown
everyone within 1 km radius are ordered to stay put inside your houses
everyone within 1km radius are ordered to stay away from me
I don't want to hit anyone who is dear to me
I would really love to hit
M******* A**** b. M******* S****

get lost!!!

I hate you!!!
do you think I actually freaking care 'bout you?!
go to hell and die!!!
you don't have to be so bloody with me
tell me...
who was the one who had been there for you when you need someone?
I'm not asking for you for anything big
just a simple conversation between old friends
maybe you thought I didn't realize it
fyi, I realize it, ok!!!
everytime I tried to chat with you on FB
you will suddenly go offline
not once
not twice
but every single time!!!
get lost!
both you and your so-called-BELOVED girlfriend!!!
I don't bloody care about you anymore...
with this,,
I welcomed with open arms for ****r to GET LOST!!! from my life

Sunday, November 21, 2010

**** n ....

Sometimes, I feel like choking her to death… 
Sometimes I love her more than my own life… 
But why did she do this to me… 
I know that I am not good in expressing what I truly feel… 
But deep in my heart… 
She is like a little sister to me…
Her laugh… 
Her tears… 
Her shyness…
 Her anger...
All had I seen… 
Am I that bad in saying ‘I miss you’…
‘I need you’… 
‘I care for you’…  

But then… 
When I was feeling confused and angry…
A sweet little girl will come and chill my boiling heart… 
Although she is only a year younger than me… 
She was always by my side when I needed someone to talk to… 
A shoulder to cry on… Her smile was like a refreshing drink after a long run… 
Her words are more matured than her true age… 
What should I do… 
Loving someone???
Or being loved??? 

you know who im talking 'bout, right?
sumpah mentel gilerr

Saturday, November 20, 2010


my mood ain't so good tonight
my head feel like my brain is banging itself against my skull
today went really fine
went for a movie with my sisters and father
watched 'Unstoppable'
really made my heart skip a beat almost every moment
its a good movie

I'm going to KL tomorrow
gonna send my big sis back to UM
maybe she doesn't know this
but deep inside my heart
I really care for her

even how often she scold me
she is still my sis
blood is thicker than water

all this time, I thought I'm the one who've been protecting her
from unworthy guys
but it turns out
she's the one who've been protecting me
she really protects me
to kak yong;
don't worry, I know how to take care of myself
I will protect you too...

her best characteristic is that she don't like to give up
she will struggle for it
even if it is hard like hell
she will cry occasionally when she feel down
but, its only for a short term of time
after that, she will rise back up with new spirits
isn't she?

am I babbling again???

Friday, November 19, 2010

my knight in shining armor

welcome back to the Whirling Wonderland of Weirdos 
hyperbole much??? 
sorry about the weird introduction 
I'm feeling rather high today 
and my hands are so excited, I don't know where to start 

first of all, I would like to introduce 
an adorable friend of mine 
he is a man of a few words..... 
he got got brain! 
he got brawn! 
he is........................................ 
(drum rolling) 
and the crowd goes wild!!! 
its is the qualities inside him that made me so eager to get to know him more 
for everyone's information 
esp. for Ahmad Firdaus Ahmad Rizal's information 
I befriend others because I want to 
not because of their looks or their brightness??? 
he is very unique to me 
because he once told me that he don't want to be the head prefect 
even though people are expecting him to be one 
don't people usually are dying for that title 
the funny side of him 
is when he got excited to say something 
he will say it so fast 
that sometimes even I can't catch what he's saying 
like the shinkansen in Japan 
one of his best qualities is that he is a very responsible person 
when he was given a task to be completed, he would do it with full commitment 
he doesn't like to dissapoint others 
 in high and low tides,, 
he will try his best to fulfill others wishes 
ain't I'm right, fir? 
he does have one resemblance with my big sis 
that is... 
he strives for excellence and won't give up easily 
I really look up to this type of people, you know 
I tried to be serious 
but its hard 
playfulness is in my blood 
old habit die hard 
his sister, yasmin told me... 
fir likes to do work 
and don't like to be jobless 
that made him special 
and it also made me change my perspective towards guys 
I often think that guys like to loiter around and do nothing 
to other guys who might be reading this post... 
I'm sorry!!! 
 I don't mean to be prejudice or anything 
I often envy people that have a fit body 
for example; 
I really envy him for his fit body 
I tried to change my unhealthy life style 
but my mood are easily changed 
~like grains of sands being blew away by the wind~ 
I really need to have a firm self initiative 
anyway, I'm wondering if he is good in cooking? 
I will really-truly-incredibly-absolutely admire him if he is good in cooking 
most guys don't 
don't get angry~~ 
somehow, I don't know why I like to write a really long post 
I have so much to say 
but I don't know how to say it in the simplest form 
 one thing for sure... 
I really like befriending a guy who goes with the name 
Ahmad Firdaus b. Ahmad Rizal 

Thursday, November 18, 2010

can anyone describe me in a word?

I feel like telling my dear and loyal readers more about myself
I am a lady of a few words

Name : Farah Syamimi bt. Mohamed Shuhaimi
Age : 14 years old
D.O.B. : 10/04/1996
P.O.B. : Hospital Besar, Teluk Intan, Perak
Astrological sign : Aries
Hobby : Reading, dancing, writing
Ambition : I don't know o.O
a kodi biodata much???

frankly speaking, I'm blurred and blank tonight
all I can say about myself is
I'm no good in judging myself
so, let others judge me
my favourite motto;
'Not everybody likes you and not everybody hates you'
my father taught me that quote

do anyone know how to rotate this pic?
I tried lots of time
even before I upload it into this blog
but it just won't go right
sorry for making your heads rotate 90 degree

anyway, I really love this pic
it was taken on...
I don't remember the date
all I remember was that I was going to finish my final year exam on the following week
hanged out at the classroom with my hyung-nim
(shouldn't I be studying at that time?)

this lovely picture of mine was taken in front of Universal Studio of Singapore
I damn enjoyed my trip there
it was my first time going oversea
not bad...
2 hours from STF
but I really wished that we had more time there
didn't get to fully enjoy my trip at Universal Studios 
bcoz it rained

the most memorable day in my life as a form 2 student!!!
best class party ever!!!
I looked really cute in a black and white clothing
standing next to Viktor Krum a.k.a. my hyung-nim a.k.a. Yazo

(from right) me, Kiko
it was the friendly match of STF vs. ACE
ACE = our beloved alumni
this picture was caught bcoz we were bored
it was raining heavily at that time + lightning
we can't really play in the rain
so, we waited (really long) for the rain to stop
and we definitely can't play if there's lightning ==''
our bat is a good conductor of electric
so, we don't want anyone's hair to stand on end, do we???
I seriosly don't know how people can stand with
all my no-point-of-talking posts
even so...
thanks for reading my super-duper-ultra-great-humongous-infinite boring blog

Wednesday, November 17, 2010






cute + serious = ???

welcome to the mental life of Farah Syamimi
proceed if you think you can bear it
what say I talk about today?
well then, I have this one friend
she is the one of a kind type of friend
what I like so much 'bout her?
well....she is not the type of person who is easily influenced
she will stick to her principe till the end
she never judge people based on their outer appearence
I really admire her for that

syeera has a talent that I'm really envious off
she is a damn good artiste!!!
she can transform a few strokes into a hell good looking picture!!!
but I really like befriending her...
<3 <3 <3

this photo is taken on 31/10/2010
the class party of 2 Setiawarts ; class of witchcraft and wizardry
I really like her look when she is feeling very happy
because her eyes will curve into a pair of crescent......
like this

sometimes, I'm scared to see  her face looking so serious 
when she's reading a really enjoyable book
she is a very serious student when it comes to study
but the best part is when....

.... she suddenly transform into a high person
her expression is priceless, beb!!!
I can only see this expression on rare occasions
but it made her even special!!!

she don't really know how to pose in front of the camera
but her smile is unique and cute
she have a small and thin lips
so, she looks really cute when she smiled
it makes me feel like pulling and squishing her face

in any,every and each way, she is a REALLY special friend to me
can't imagine life without her
so, the answer to my equation is
cute + serious = SYEERA!!!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010


I really love my so called big brother
she's actually a girl to be truthful
its just a silly game that we play...
and of course, I'm the cute little dongsaeng~~
she really understands me more than anyone else do

isn't she cute with that poyo expression?

she was even cuter when she was sleeping..
hyung-nim, forgive me for putting your sleeping face on my blog but I can't help it
anyway, I really want to have an mp3

you're on candid camera!
stop playing around hyung-nim
its time to get serious

such hardworking student we have here
on a cold Saturday night
away from the warmth of a fireplace
faithfully reading a book...
comic is also considered as book, right?

you're my hunny bunny~~
this photo was taken on the last day of school
the last day of 2 Setiawarts...
2 Setiawarts will always be inside my heart!
<3 <3 <3

I think this is enough babbling for 1 night
there a lot more to be said tomorrow
for now, I need my beauty sleep

Friday, November 12, 2010

my beloved fwenz

I love 2S 2010 very very very very very very MUCH!!!! This year is filled with lots of lovely colours. I really hate to depart with you guys. You guys are very good friends. Not forgotten, you guys aren't hypocrite and always be truthful towards each other.....

KYAAAHHH!!!! I love you guys sooooooooooooooooooooooooo MUCH!!!! The memories we created together will stay forever deep inside my heart... <3333


Damn tired.....Just got home for end of year holidays...Holidays with homeworks laa. Badly need a few hours of good sleep. Want to hang out with my friends this holidays but my father won't allow me to do so. huhu.... TT__TT... 
         My head is going bingeul bingeul. Sleep at 1 a.m. last night. Too excited, I guess... ~ngee... even so, I'm happy to be home at last.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

mixed up matters

ERGHHH!!!! I am damn angry with my little sister. She is whining and being berserk just because I don't give her some chocolate. Do that make sense? No, right? I feel like strangling her so-called-small-neck!!! At the same time, I feel like drowning my self in the Pacific Ocean...
           I talked to my friend on the cellphone for like...51 minutes!!! My parents is so going to shake my soul out if they know that I finished my credit in just one night. I definitely need to learn on how to control myself. I'm going nuts...

Saturday, November 6, 2010


Lately, I've been noticing that I am appreciating ma fwenz and family more... I miss them all damn much...